Someone here is watching Juspion on Crunchyroll ?

Pokemon is no longer on Disney and Netflix only has the 1st 2 series , Sun And Moon and Journeys.

The only active series is Boruto so not too solid about being able to stream Naruto and Naruto Shippuden.

Yu Gi Oh is the other wild card presently as I may not be able to stream episodes dating back to Yu Gi Oh Battle City.

I may give up streaming Anime possibly.

Got home late last night from my trip to St. Louis. Went far better than I could have hoped, let alone expected- entire family is supportive of my transition.

So that's one less fear eating at me.

Take meat tenderizer, mix it with water until it's a fine paste, then apply to the affected area. Trust me.

Well, howdy campers! Another beautiful day in the neighborhood.

*People talking about bee stings*

I should probably not bring up any past childhood traumas...

Anyway, I've been unable to locate the Saber X Revice crossover special OR Revice's first episode subbed, so I might have to find a way to watch it and catch up later. Funny how this happens on shows I'm looking forward to...

Go to tokufun.

Watching the Saber X Revice Special right now, and it's working great. Thanks, buddy!

My Tattoo artist just did this piece:

https://www.instagram.com/p/CTk64bSAu9w/

Nice!

I made a mistake going on a Transmedicalism SubReddit without knowing how bad it was. I dealt with people bullying me telling that I'm not a real Trans Woman and not some CIS dude with self esteem issues. It hurts me pretty badly to see how toxic other people who are also transgender.

Ugh, sorry you had to endure that. The internet is... it is mostly an unwelcoming place. There's good people here, though. Hope you're feeling better now.

Bought a Digimon TCG deck. Played against a friend. It's pretty fun. Structure deck has the typical problem of basically having a shitload of effect-less cards, making the match devolve into big number vs big number.
However, I enjoyed it enough that I might look into investing into more cards so I can actually have a deck with more than 8 cards with in game effects :lol

Unforuntely, I'm still upset about the negative comments that people give to me. No hotline is open to talk with and I don't have any transgender friends in real life to chat to. Not to mention, my online friends are probably sleeping right now. I can’t sleep right now and my mind is going crazy.

Oh, gosh, I'm so sorry you're going through that. I can't imagine anything an internet stranger is going to say right now is going to be super-helpful, but... try not to put too much weight into what internet strangers say. They only get a vote on your reality if you let them have a vote. If they're just trying to tear you down? Don't let them make you feel like they've got anything approaching a valid perspective. They're bullies, and they don't care about you. There's no validity to their perspective because their perspective is that you're not valid. You're a person, and you matter, and you have friends here that want you to be happy.

That's...super unfortunate. I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. Trust me, Reddit is definitely a super toxic place when it comes to gender, politics and religion so it might be best to stay away from there.

Yeah stay away from Reddit. Even the good communities are completely overshadowed by the downright awful and harmful ones.

Maybe look for a Discord group?

I feel like Walter White. Possibly having talent........ for a bad thing.

The funny thing is as an outcast internet used to be 'heaven' for me to socialize. But nowadays? Ugh.

Frequent on Reddit a lot, but I wouldn't call it a 'home'. I was just lucky to find and avoid toxic communities. Even then I'm not immune to harassment, as one dumbass yesterday called me creepy for referring to Elizabeth Olsen as Lizzie.

I hate that I somehow gain back the weight I lost despite me working out and eating no junk food. Makes me angry that I wasted a month for nothing and I may not reach my weight lost goal to start HRT by the new year. Wanting to start a new life already is making me upset because I don't like having a male body. The longer I wait, the more it starts to kill me.

I don't really have any advice as I'm still not on E despite waiting over a decade including time to come out but I'm rooting for you, you've always been cool in my book so I hope for nothing but the best

Thank you very much for the comment :).

calories in calories out

I know it's frustrating af but unless you have a very specific set of health problems that rule will always apply

if your goal is solely to lose weight, don't bother working out if it stresses you out. your diet is the only thing that matters. working out is alright if you're trying to lose weight but if you end up compensating yourself by having bigger meals then you basically stressed yourself out for nothing

when I was fat I never had junk food but that didn't stop me from having meals that were just too big

it took me a long time to realize and accept this, but despite being a foodie I apparently have an incredibly tiny appetite and can get full from the kind of meal you'd serve to a little kid. part of what made it difficult to accept this is the fact I'm asian and it's literally always been ingrained in my mind that I NEED to finish whatever food my parents served me - which is an absolutely absurd mentality to carry into adulthood especially considering I stopped living with my parents a long time ago

honestly the hardest part for me was having to accept that a part of my life is wrong and that for change to happen then I need to commit to NEVER ever going back. this particular routine or thing in my life can NEVER happen again. no binge eating. no "just one more cheat meal and I'll start dieting tomorrow". no impulsively making food at midnight out of boredom. no forcing myself to finish what's on the plate or in the bowl. no more biting off more than I can chew(literally and figuratively). that is part of the commitment you're making when you get into this

not trying to be condescending but I empathize with the frustration all too well. been there multiple times. I know I've said a decent amount as it is but take it from me - I was 250 at my worst and 180 at my best. the journey is absolutely fucking painful. but the neat part is it doesn't take long if you do it right. I did several week long water fasts to get there. some days I do a water fast just for fun. power through the mental and physical pain for just a bit - after that it's smooth sailing because your only responsibility is avoiding the awful habits and routines that led to you being overweight in the first place.

Man fuck this

You okay?

Why didn't that cancer kill me in the first place? I should've let it.

Whoa, buddy, talk it out with us. What's going on?

As a fellow cancer survivor I think the exact same thing to myself at least once a week.

Take it easy, man. Carry on for just another day and breathe.

Don't think I can carry on for another say. Fucking hell fighting that cancer was a huge mistake.

Listen buddy, fighting cancer is NOT a mistake. You ARE worth it. Do NOT let yourself think otherwise. We don't know what exactly it is you're going through right now, but we're here for you. You're stronger than this, we believe in you. Take it easy, breathe in and out, drink water, relax. You'll come out of this just fine.

This applies to you two bro/sis. Take it easy, breahte in and out, drink water, relax. Everyone here is worth it.

lol I appreciate it but I got it covered. honestly my desire to see the next episode of kamen rider and/or see what toys lie in the next quarter are what help me cope. I'm not speaking for everyone but that gets me through it

oh yeah and vodka

Just remember everyone: Even if you think you'd be better off cold, there would be many who would miss you.

I feel like those cheesy life lessons from Toku or any other piece of media you love really influences us. And as someone who's gone through many stages of depression, I can't bring myself to cut ties with the world. Too much I want to see and do, not to mention down the line in the unforeseeable future.

Trust me, media affects the mind much more than you think. If you're watching something that negatively affects you, best cut it off no matter how much you actually like it.

Couldn't agree more. Hence, my disconnection with Disney, Star Wars, and a lot of western media in general.

Of course, being the optimist I am, I can find it in myself to still find joy or anticipation for some things, just not as much as I used to, and in very few.

No offense but BULL. SHIT.

Yeah I'm gonna side with Sengal here. Too much of my own experience with suicidal tendencies has ended in me being told this, told that my life matters only to keep others from being sad.

Sengal, man, talk to us. We're here to listen, if there's stuff you need to say. I might not know what to say, but I can at least hear you.

SengalBoy, if there's any problems feel free to talk to us. We might not be able to help you physically but it's amazing how much stress one can receive just be having someone listen to them.

Your life should matter to you first before anyone else's opinion of it.

That's fair. I didn't mean to upset anyone. Just thought I could help out, since gosh knows, that's helped me from having any suicidal thoughts.

Nah you're good, moreso just speaking my mind on things.

On a different note, package from a friend arrived today. Sent me a bunch of exotic snacks, so I get to try some new foods.

Nah it's okay. But really. THere's no hope. Best I can do now is wait for recurrence.

And what if it doesn't happen? How do you intend to bide your time?

Just wait it out till I die probably I don't have any energy either.

You might want to grab a book at least. That could take a while.