Hmm, curious now. Do you have a link to where you bought them from?

If its from Malaysia its likely bootleg.

I found 3 of them on eBay. Anyway I'll probably watch them to get to where I came in for streaming. (2007 - 2010) For me it gives me a chance to see them on my TV.

The problem with stream is that unless you watch the HD release there will be the picture jerk you sometimes get from reg def versions and also if your connection is slow too. Shout released Zyu (Beast) Ranger to Hurri which is 1992 - 2002 (4 years before the switch to HD in 2006.)

Magi was 2005 the last one filmed in SD.

The 30th was the change to HD.

My interest is in the ones up to 2006 when Toei started doing HD. So Magi will catch me up to that point.

It's been days after my last attempt failed yet again. Maybe because deep down I don't really want to go.

Thank goodness. I'm glad you're still here. Now please, for your own sake, get the help you need, okay bud?

Thanks but I have given up on reaching out for help since did that for 7 years and to no avail.

Even when I do have a support system eventually they'll grow tired and go away. And people say I have trust issues.

Have you tried getting a therapist? If not, do so. And if so, get a new one. It's a start if nothing else.

Did that and she said I can't rely on anybody to help. So I stopped talking to her and refuse to open up even more.

Give me a fucking cancer or something already.

Well I ordered through Magi and by the time I see Magi #49 going in order I figure we'd be clear of COVID 19. I'm on Kaku (Hidden) Ranger so I'm watching these 15 through Magi hoping to ride COVID out. It'll take part of 21 to get through Magi in any case. (Mid to late 21 to start it)

Get a new therapist.

But I will say this, and I know it might sound harsh, so I apologize in advance, but the first step with recovery does start with you.

And not only that, but the path to recovery is long and arduous. Like, we're talking super long and very mentally taxing. But regardless of that, the fact that you keep living on, and the fact you keep crying out for help shows you want to keep going.

Even if it's something other people would find small and stupid, if it keeps you going, it must be worth something. And in the end, you are the only one who can make yourself continue down the road.

So please, for your own sake, keeping fighting on, reach out to whatever support channels you can, get a new therapist, and try to prepare yourself for a long journey ahead. I can tell you from experience that by the end, you'll be so happy you did. Your mental health is important, not for anyone else's' sake, but first and foremost for your own well being. I'm sorry if any of this came off as an attack, and I hope you get what I'm trying to say despite me being absolutely horrible with words.