...okay what did you kick? And are you okay?

It was a wall. I'm fine, but there's a hole in it about a foot wide.

I guess you don't realize how stressed you are till you put your shoe through a sheet of drywall.

In probably-related news, I'm currently looking for a therapist.

I mean, better a therapist than an orthopedic surgeon? Hope things get better for you soon!

It's not super bad or anything. It's just... difficult. I hope things get better too. Thanks.

*sends Rider Prism good vibes*
Hi everyone, I've been extra scatter brained lately. I want to be more active here but am having a bit of trouble watching toku lately. It feels way more draining then it did in the past. This is part of a bigger problem I have where I struggle with most media for some reason. I've fallen really behind on keeping up with the Kabuto thread, so that's kind of bothering me too.

On a more positive note, I'm changing what custom I'm starting with to be Combiner Wars Legends Class Groove into Knock-Out from Revenge of the Fallen.

Also I've been doing some job hunting stuff so that's happening.

Well, first of all, please don't let not keeping up with the Kabuto thread bother you! It's a thread on a board! It's not going anywhere! Don't let it be a stress, please.

Second, sounds like now might be a good time for a toku break? (Not counting TokuNation, obviously.) Work on some customs, read some comics... don't try and force yourself to enjoy things, you know? It'll all come back around at some point, and you'll be excited to watch toku soon enough.

Finally, good luck on the job hunt!

Thanks die, I'll do my best not to worry (too much). In regards to toku I just feel like I've been breaking for a while, but maybe forcing myself to start again when I'm not ready has been causing me to burn out.

And thank you for the support with the job hunt.

Edit: Also thank you for reminding me I need to read some comics tomorrow.

Alright I will make sure to have those horrors waiting for you there.

Went out with a friend today to a Japanese all-you-can-eat restaurant. I think we all ate a bit too much and my stomach's starting to feel a teensy bit funny.

Than again, it's "all-you-can-eat" not "all-you-must-eat".

I regret nothing. Best sushi and karaage ever.

There's actually a Chinese buffet near me that's one my friend's' favorite hang out spots. The food is great, but the best part is that when everybody gets their fortune cookies at the end, everyone else gets really nice messages or fortunes, whereas mine always turn out in sort form saying something like "Yeah good luck man." It's fun.