Hellooooooooooooo Crazy Cat Lady!

You fool, this isn't even my final form.

How many cats do you have?

I just to have three cats, but alas, time is cruel, and two of them passed away a few years back, so now it's just me and the little one—except when we have visiting felines from next door, lol.

Helloooooooooo Future Senile Crazy Cat Lady.

*it's literally just me as I am now but in a silver jumpsuit*

I’ve recently come to the realization that I might be bisexual or Polysexual. I don't have anyone to talk too about it because my therapist has retired and I'm on the waiting list. I always grew up liking women, but slowly learned I was not quite straight. I found myself liking a few guys who are not masculine guys, but I kinda shrug it off because I was scared on what other people would think about me. I remember having a crush on both Takato and Rika when I was 10.

I also see people say that I might Gynsexual, but I don't know. All of this stuff is confusing to me.

Sorry if this sounds insensitive, as that is not my intent, but try your best not to stress over it too much. Just stay calm and think it over, and in time it'll come to you. Atleast, it did for me. And if it really is digging at you, then definitely bring it up to whatever future therapist you might have.

First off, thank you for trusting us enough to share this!

Second off, it's totally okay to feel confused about your sexuality at any age. There is no time limit for self-examination, and no barrier on questioning your emotions. It's totally fine, and more normal than you think. I'd argue it's actually healthy? It's good to be able to not take things for granted, psychologically.

Beyond all that... don't be in a rush to label yourself. It can be helpful, in that it allows you to talk about what you're feeling with a more universal context, but don't let that lock you into some other expectation you might not fit. It's okay to take these things slow, and to not necessarily match some preconceived narrative. Feel comfortable in your own skin, then figure out if there's a name for what you're feeling.

I hope this journey you're on goes well! Everybody deserves to feel good about themselves.

I mean on one hand yes its good to be aware of what you are, my reply isn't meant to say to give up, just give my experience.

Honestly sexuality is a mess of confusion, like yeah in the end you know what you like, it is just hard to get the correct name down for some of us. I honestly been all over the place with mine, though a part of that hopping was my own gender identity confusion, and yeah honestly I personally gave up trying to pinpoint mine, just know that no matter what, this doesn't define you and you're still yourself no matter what~ And hey if you ever do pinpoint it? Hey that's good!