Best of luck to ya!

Thank you. My biggest worry is that I may never pass. If you have seen pictures of me before, I have a manly looking face. I'm also 30, so changes may be different for me :(.

Don't sweat it too much. Remember, one step at a time, and try not to let everything get you down. I may not fully understand how a lot of this works, nor do I have any experience on this, but I'm hoping things go well for you.

Don't worry about passing. It's a bullshit term/concept. So long as you're happier with yourself, you're doing great.

Besides, you'd be amazed what a few months on HRT and growing your hair out will do.

I have just been stress out this week because I'm trying really hard to have a good grade in my class. I hate that I only see my therapist once every two weeks, and I pretty much deal with Gender Dysphoria almost every day. I have always had bad anxiety during my entire life for as long I can remember. Sometimes, my mind randomly sets off a trigger out of nowhere and I get mad or upset over nothing.

I get random bad thoughts in my head like "You will be an ugly woman" and "You're not trans!!!". I wish these bad thoughts would go away, and I can live my life in peace.

I found a show I watched when I was a little younger called Mech-X4

it has big toku vibes

I decided to try some women's clothing to get a feeling out of it before I start HRT. I tried on some spandex legging, and it feels great. They feel very comfy and not as tight as I thought they would be. It did help me feel better after dealing with bad gender dysphoria.

I'm now curious to see what other clothes will make feel good.

I cute skirt goes a long way, trust me.

Got my Christmas Tree today with my family. And no matter how many years I've done this, I never get tired of preparing for the merry season, of course, I haven't forgotten about Thanksgiving, but it's always nice to spend the holidays with my family.

I should really update my Profile Avatar with some original art.

Masaki Suda aka Philip from Kamen Rider W, aka Shinpachi from Gintama(live action) is married to Nana Komatsu now. Congrats to him. :rock: