Sorry to hear about your loss Daikaijuman54.

I'm watching up to the episode The Pokemon Water War and will next watch the Jhoto finals episodes as Boomerang never ran them when I watched it.

When I saw it they ended after the Whirl Islands.

I also steamed 5 episodes that were banned.

The next banned one is Series V Master Quest The Ice Caves.

I plan to stream the Gen 7 episode when Ash wore Black Face paint.

I told a guy that I like that I really like him and ask him if he wanted to be boyfriend & girlfriend. However, he said no and I feel really upset. He told me that he just wants to be friends and that's it. I felt a strong emontional connection to this guy and all the dots seem to be connected. We had the share the same interest, and admits the he doesn't care about looks.

I feel like that I'm too old for this shit and this is the first guy that I had feelings for.

Pokemon TV has Indigo and Orange Islands up so this will give me a chance to finish the last 3 disks for Indigo League.

Started Master Journeys on Pokemon TV but might hang back a bit for them to upload the rest of Ultimate Journeys.

Ultimate Journeys had finished up on Netflix so waiting on Pokemon TV to add the rest of it.

Pokemon Go

Double catching right now and trying to get at least 4 Evee for the Gen 1 forms.

Sorry to hear that, that sucks. It does end up feeling like either way you lose, you go through the anguish and tension of being unlucky in love or just risk remaining alone. I envy the people who go through life from as early as possible with the person they end up with, the ones who grow up with their childhood sweethearts.

I'm not in a good place now in my life from being bereaved on top of already having depression, which has just increased it tenfold. I would love to have somebody to, well, love. But I'm nothing right now and having nothing to give but grief and anguish, and I would never inflict that on another person.

So though not the same as what you've been through I certainly understand the feelings.

I do feel a bit better than I did yesterday. I actually felt like I found someone I liked and didn’t work. When are you ever gonna find a guy that has the same niche hobbies as you, is sweet, friendly, not a bigot, and is also autistic. Probably zero to none.

Thinking about ending it at the end of the year. It’s been a terrible life and I’m over it. It’s cool, I enjoyed life sometimes but rarely.
I had kids and now a grandson, and none of that even registers in me.
Lost interest in every aspect of life. Haven’t worked on any projects in a year.
Lived off my savings for the past year. Boxed up my toys for my Grandson to have later.
I’m only posting here because no one comes here anyways. Just leaving a record for others to find. Not at all wanting or looking for anyone’s advice, or recommendations,thanks, I am well aware of what this is- just posting for possibly the last time on here.

Thanks for the memories fellow toku fans.
No peace for idiots like myself.
It’s been not fun.

I'm finishing up the episodes of Pokemon up to where Boomarang started.

These are on Pokemon TV.

I have 11 more episodes on this count.

I have 4 episodes left for Indigo League.

New Episodes resume at Advanced Challenge. There are 16 series I have yet to see.

I may be caught up to the Pokemon Water War in a few days.

Do you ever talk about anything else Wentwood besides what you are watching?

What if Nickelodeon change their target audience for all ages ?