[EitoRanger]

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Originally Posted by losondro

You should definitely keep watching it. Trust me.

I will, I mean I want to like Rika...it's just she is reminding me of 'M' so much...and if Yuta ends of feeling he has to become her friend because he feels sorry for her...then he will be like how I was in that situation.

And it may sound heartless, but I don't remember a fun time with her or her good qualities. She was kind of delusional I guess like Rika, and dragged me along, not listening to me like Rika(Haruhi too on another note) and I had no choice. I was shy, I didn't know how to go up and meet knew classmates on my own and the fact they looked down on me for being 'M's' friend made it worse.

I don't blame 'M' at all for that, all the 'cool kids' at the school were jerks. Once 'M' started hyperventilating after Gym and I took her to the nurses office and could only rub her back to try and support her as the nurse tried to help, and she ended up having to go to the hospital(she got better). But after that traumatic experience of having to see my friend go through that(still liked her at the time)...I got to my chorus class and my classmates response was 'well of course, she always get's sick'. I wanted to punch them in the face for saying something so heartless, but I don't think I said anything.

Given the choice I would of rather become friends with 'M' instead of the 'cool kids' but I wish I was able to chose instead of being dragged against my will. Then maybe I wouldn't feel a spark of resentment whenever I thought about it...

why am I over thinking this

I haven't thought of six grade in years...