[ULSK12]

I've already written an apology message earlier today, might as well do one here, too. If stuff like this isn't allowed, please do move it to its appropriate place.

I guess I'll start bluntly.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for every single outburst, every single self-deprecative, cringey, insulting, or otherwise just stupid comment I've made.

I've been meaning to come back and say sorry for a while now, but school hasn't allowed me to conjure up a message. Now that it's winter break, I guess I should let it out.

I don't know why I did so much like that, but what's done is done. The only thing I can do now is apologize to everyone.

To start, I'd like to apologize to Den-O and ZeoRangerV, as I believe these two were the admins whom I was the most problematic to.

I'd like to thank good sir Kiwami for reprimanding me for my behavior. I'd also like to thank Shinken Red, Kamen Rider Vega, and Helios for supporting me back when I first started making the custom combinations, because that start was what ultimately kept me here. While it wasn't the most pleasurable experience, I certainly learned a lot from it.

I'm still scrolling through trying to understand why I did everything I did in the first place. For starters, it seems like I was suspicious that everyone suddenly turned against Ninninger, but I suppose I may not have looked into it more. And who am I to say you can or can't like something?

It also seems that I made a joke with smalltext poking fun at people who change their minds too often or something, which was actually funny, but then it blew out of proportion. The self-deprecative humor, I'm not exactly sure where that came from.

Lastly there's the matter of my experiences with GameFAQs. It was basically the first forum I'd ever joined, and I don't think I have to explain the unpleasantries that awaited me there. I suppose I was skeptical about joining another forum and made more than a few incorrect decisions.

Whatever my thinking process was back then, I assure everyone that I regret my past decisions and have changed. Why, I'm not sure. My guess is that it's either me going through confirmation or watching a video from IHE about opinions.

Speaking of which, I've actually come to appreciate good stories a lot more. Ironically, this is because I picked up Ghost, which I've heard is another controversial series. In doing so I actually found that I also like Ninninger for its (subjectively) good plot. I've actually been able to hand-pick my favorite work of fiction of all time, from a certain franchise I grew up with. I've found it (figuratively) healthy to try other stuff that isn't related to KR or SS. The amount of new stuff I've tried over the past year is personally astounding.

Will I ever come back here again? Maybe, maybe not. I might never even look at this thread again. And if I do choose to log on again, I'll likely just stay for about a day before taking right back off. I'll likely just create new topics to branch off of instead of joining other ones.

For anyone who has read this, thank you for your time.

And yes, I have seen the latest episode of Ex-Aid... high quality rip laser ;_;