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Originally Posted by GreenPsychoRanger

You ever get that feeling that you've overstayed your welcome somewhere? That even though you think you have friends and that you think might be of some value, you hopelessly cling thinking you're right? But in the end only feel like your deluding yourself? And then you begin thinking, "Why do I stay? They don't need me around for anything." Which eventually turns into the thoughts of, "All you're doing is getting in the way because you don't contribute to anything. You should just do them a favor and leave. They won't mind." And then you think it's just the depression talking, which then makes you paranoid. But then it eventually settles because you shut down. And then you begin the cycle again, thinking it'll be different. But in the end, it's just the same old thing over, and over, and over again.

Yeah, it happens all the time with me.
Kinda sucks, but once you realize that you're undergoing such a cycle, rather than doing it subconsciously, it means you can take greater steps in the right direction.